Christmas has always been one of those holidays thats enjoyment and worthiness is based on how well your wish list was tended to. My wishlist was always a collection of extremely wishful desires (sometimes impossible ones), of which only about 40% became realities. Once I caught on to the fact that my ratio will forever be imbalanced because of my spacey ass imagination, Christmas started to become more like Easter... a holiday I am reluctant to celebrate. Strange enough, I didn't ask for anything this Christmas (aside from an I-Pod cover, which I barely need), but got everything that I have been wanting for the past 2 years in quite a sudden outburst. Believe it.
Pieces of the puzzle are coming together in a very metaphysical way, and the "plan" is letting it's presence be felt in this particular round of life. I've finished my first CD (or cover of a pre-existing CD, whatever), which you can find on Mediafire, and it's all falling in place from there. By falling in place I mean that Flying Lotus (the man I made the CD for in the first place) has the link, the DL total is at 228 (when I expected it to peak at 50), I met a crew of dedicated Hip-Hop artists whom may turn out being my musical family (Ill Cosby, Cordova, Skratch Zilla, Blank Man, LS-1987, King Skolar), and I've been nothing but "blessed" with people that understand my struggles and "time consuming interests" (being HIP-HOP).
Anyhow, I was almost at the point of calling myself Mr. Scrooge this Christmas; but having analyzed my situation more closely and understanding that Christmas isn't purely consumer oriented/artificial I've developed a new sense of appreciation for this time of the year. Thank you 2010... I will probably make another post before '11 but 'till then, Merry Christmas to all.
